Reinventing Joy

Hello to another wake up at 4am. This ticks me off to no end! I really need to go back to taking my amino acid that helps me chill down and sleep at night. GI Joe and I went to a movie and talked for seven hours so Things are moving a nice pace. I enjoy his company- you think?! He knows I am looking to take things slow and start at the friends first platform and see where things go. It feels like the ball is in my court but I don't want to be the one calling the shots all of the time however I have been such a scared squirrel about this situation I am surprised he even gives me the time of day. Next date- he suggested cooking me dinner at my place and Sci Fi. I am thinking of asking him to see a play with me. I'm not ready for the house date yet even though he's been there without me there(see past blog). I really want to take things slowly. I'm not even sure what this is yet and don't want to lead anyone (including myself) on. My weight spiked up because I fel

I Lost 2.6 pounds this week! I am getting more disciplined in logging my weight watchers info and joined two challenges on WW online so I have to be accountable to someone. I log my food intake daily, even the bad stuff and copious glasses of wine. I also have been working out at least 30 mins a day. It's interesting that I can be accountable to others and not solely myself. I think its the team type goal setting really gets me going.But I am driving myself nuts with all this downtime! My own March Madness! Relaxing is making me nuts!I came home from breakfast with my friend and did a small retail therapy visit to one of my fave slightly imperfect brand names for less spot called Oops. Got a darling dress. Came home, got into my workout gear, got into bed for a nap and will wake up and work out for a bit, made plans to Skype my girlfriend from Australia and then dinner in with my neighbor friend. I have to stop myself from planning my day and letting it ride.Tomorrow, I'll hav