Phone Blog-Bad Shape
This is going to be a quickie. I'm in bad shape. I'm trying to move into a progressive and positive funk but I'm allowing my work sound to make too much noise. Last week I rushed to urgent care with severe abdominal pain. They ruled out appendix, gallbladder and found a new to me issue a fibroid which isn't the culprit. They "think" possibly it could be an ulcer. How pray tell did I get an ulcer? I'm allowing myself to internalize my unhappiness with not following my heart and what I'm truly passionate about and it's literally making me sick. I know I need to change. I know I need a new work gig. Now more than ever I need to draw from my daily meditations and take action. My resume has been polished and I'm starting to apply for other positions. I believe that platform training is something I'm really good at and can pay my bills. What I really want to do- sing professionally for a living. Realistically, I need a corporate gig because I&